Coach

I went Kedah Indoor Stadium to watch Marching Band Competition today.
I almost late cause I wanna wait my sister to cut her hair.
But this time, Sir Yong just calls me once to tell me I gonna late.
Normally, he will call me for few times and Sir Lai too.

I'm still in a very happy mood when I arrived the stadium.
But when I get inside the stadium, I saw them,
Sir Tang, Sir Lai, Sir Yong and the new staff Aaron.
They were wearing the Mulan's theme shirt that time
while I wore purple shirts, it mean the colour of Asma's supporter.
That time I feel that, I'm not important in the company anymore.
Sir Tang asked the new staff to sit beside him.
He seem to close and so care about the new staff.
That time I feel that I'm just a supporter,
and they are the real coaches.
I'm jealous, jealous with the new staff.

The show started.
I concentrated with the show but at the same time,
I can't control my mindto think about the new staff.
I'M REALLY JEALOUS WITH HIM!!!
I hope I'm him,who sits beside Sir Tang,
who stays with all the other coaches.
I can't be like him because I'm not a real coach.
I'm studying... Study the course I don't really like!!
I don't have the chance to learn with him.

Lastly, Asma won!!
I taught their percussion before.
Lol...It was BEFORE!!
Although their members still call me as their coach,
But now it's not related to me anymore.
They took a lot of photos after they won.
Usually coaches will ask me to take together.
But this time, no one asking me.
I smiling, but my heart bleeding.
So, I leaved earlier..

I love music and marching band
and everyone knows that..
Since I become a conductor,
my ambition is to be a Marching Band coach.
I thought I can achieve it last year.
But all of the sudden, my parents ask me to study.
I've no choice. So I chosen study business to help my dad.
I know it can earn a lot of money, but I don't really like it.
But if I be a coach,
how long time I need to give a good life to my parents
like what they gave me??

I never blame on them,
because I chose to study,I know knowledge is important.
But 2 years is too long for me.
I can learn and discover a lot of new things in two years.
Same to the new staff..
Although he never play percussion,
but if he work hard and practice hard.
He'll replace me in two years time or maybe lesser.
I just dont want to replace by him,
cause I love band and it's my ambition.
But I swear that, I'll not give up easily.
I'll keep challenge and improve to achieve my dream!
I hope, I'm not alone....
Gambateh~~~~~

College Life

It had been a long time I didn't update my blog.
Kinda miss all the things that I wrote in this blog.
It remind me what do I think and else.
Few months ago, I feel wanna blogging again,
cause I wanna write all my feelings, my memories no matter good or bad here.

I came to Inti College Penang few months ago.
I knew many new friends here like
Jack, Owen, Cason,
Kah Meng, Zhong Hao, Hao Jun,
Ah Lai, Ah Lim, MayChee,
Lee Xiang,Maxx,Ryan,
Alvin, Wei Loon, Yi Hauw and many many more.
I got a lot of nickname here,
ah duck, qigo pek, duck ko and else.
Although just 6 months I study in Inti,
but I got a lot of nice memories.
Like they said I have crush on few girls like
BMW, BEW, Joee and ChinHwei.
OMG!!I'm loyal k??
Just pretend qiko to let you all happy.
But I know you all were kidding with me.
We went hao jun's durian farm,
I fell down and injured my face and knees,
it was damn pain =(
Beside that still got a lot like
kl trip, Genting, Sunway Lagoon, Batu Ferringi,
Gurney, Straight Quay, Queensbay,Maychee's house,
Ah Lai's birthday at paradise hotel and many more.
Wow, I love my friends and I know my friends do love me too.


Hmmm,although there are a lot of good memories,
but there are also some bad memories like conflict.
Hehe, I don't want to write about the bad memories.
But one thing that I very sure is
I CHANGED!!
I don't know whether it's good or bad.
But sometimes I feel bad.
Because while I was teaching Marching Band during last year,
I was a man who plan very well,
I was a man who have high self esteem.
I was a man who seldom talk,
I was a man who very serious,
I was a man who quite cold blooded,
I was a man who very very loves music.
But now I become
A boy who lazy or seldom to plan,
A boy who always make people bullies,
A boy who always crap or talk nonsense,
A boy who very talkative and talk non stop,
A boy who very Guai Lan,
A boy who cares about his friends,
A boy who still loves music.
You know what??I become a boy that what I was
when my best friend was beside me.
I love it!!!I become a boy because I feel friends!
I'm not alone!!But sometimes I really over already.
I talk too much, seldom planning, and lazy.
I hope I still can hang out with my friend happily.
Laugh loudly, throw tissue paper while driving,
Open the car window widely and blast the rock music till the max volume.
I know and sure that, I love my friends.
But I'm 'summoning the positive me'.
Just don't wanna to trouble my friends.Wow..I wrote a lot!!
But haven't finish yet.
Sigh...TO BE CONTINUE