Everything returned!! Return to formerly. I will sleep at midnight and wake up at 11am morning. I don’t want this feeling. It’s bored! I want my life fill with my best friends and those musicians can let me strive. I really feel that life is nothing without my best friends, music and my family members. I love all of them.
But now my life sucks!! Everyone start doing their stuffs. Khai Yik working now and no one will make me joy and it’s extremely boring. Another hope going Australia, previously when I online I still can wait for Zhe Rou to chat, but now no more. Phone also didn’t bring along with me. I gotta feeling. Feel that I’m going to lost a best friend again. Not because the distance but because of the distance from heart. I don’t know will that heart will feel that or not. But I really afraid about that. It’s not easy to find a best friend that really I care. Hope no one bully Khai Yik and he can become slim. Hope Zhe Rou’s hostel very clean and don’t have cockroach and wont forget me this best friend. I really gotta feeling, hope my sixth sense not correct.
Now no more reasons for me to online and bring along my phone. I can concentrate to do the things I should do. But every time I will try online and survey how are them. Hope they know how my feel and give me some encourage to make me do my things better, include my instruments practice. I really need your encourages. I’ll try to done my jobs without rely on anyone include arrange my time myself.
Recently my students seem weird. I feel that they start to rebel against or maybe already grow up and have their way of thinks. If they also not rely me that’s good for them and I will be glad if them stronger than me. I wont ask them to hear to me every time. They also need to grow up.
I needa start practice soon, cannot be lazy, if not I will not improve and will disqualified from music road. I just can try my best, and cant expect too much, I admit that I’m a lazy guy. I heard that 群能补拙…But how if I have the talent if I lazy?? Must bad too.. So I must hardworking lur.. sigh
Already finish vent, need to learn how to hardworking now. Must fill my time with practice, practice and practice. Bye..
Erm..Today I went for body check with my mom,I feel that my mom not really healthy.She got a lot of pressure and make her unhealthy.I feel so sad when saw her high blood pressure higher than before.She worry for a lot of things.She worry about his sis,her mom,her children and his husband.A lot of things to worry,I wanna help,but I cant.Hope I can grow up faster can help her.
Today my dad mad about his worker.He really mad today,If I'm the boss,i will fire the useless worker.But my dad is a kind guy,he gave the worker many chance andmy dad know that he still have his family.I'm free this year and I'll discuss with themand might help them(include my mom)soon.. Yesterday I went buttorworth,but I cant find Khai Yik,so sad he cant come find me.S miss him and I mentioned about him 3 times in front my friend.Hope can meet him soon and have a good chat with him.Some people said i'm a gay again...lol Today my mom fetched me went practice,I mentioned about Zhe Rou for 3 times too..I said she's a tiny and refined girl who learn karate.I said she's a good president who tuning for her members and more...Hope she will in right mood soon.But no need to misunderstand la,I just treat my best friends better than other people.
My sister asked me whether she can lend my ladtop to watch movie or not.I declined and feel quite guilty,cause I'm not using ladtop that time.My brother argued with my youngest sis before sleep,my brother cried and I warned them not to produce any sound.Tomorrow I'm free and my siblings all in home,I might ask them to take breakfast together. Last,wanna pray to god again.Just the same wish,hope all the peoples I care can live happily and healthy everyday.Last time I prayed everyday but sometime my wish didn't come true.Now hearing 'fall for you' song and recall someone.Erm..Anyway,hope she happy everyday too.
both of my best friends seem far away from me. D major is in Butterworth and D minor is in Tambun Indah. I can go find you all,but you all wanna find me or not?? Miss you all leh T.T Miss the time I spent with you two..
D major go Buttorworth work and the time we meet will become less a lot. He go so far and I don't know what should I do when i'm boring and what can I do when i miss him. He still got his gf to care about him, he must miss his gf more than me. Don't know how bout his work there??Is it his work toilsome?? Will him bully by uncle aunty?? If have,tell me and I will complain till them very cham and i will scratch their car.Sigh..faster come back T.T
D minor now didn't reply my message and didn't answer me call, maybe still and sad mood cause I told her about her ex, what her ex thinking about her.A big Sigh... I should not tell her and I very scare I'll lost a best friend. Maybe she angry me say that to her and want to forget about me from her life. This is my opinion and I hope I'm wrong, i don't want to lost her in my life. Hope she can tell me something that I can help, If you need to vent or cry I can comfort you, If you angry me,just scold me and don't ignore me T.T I will feel very guilty and sad..
If you see this,please help me tell them I miss them, but very paiseh cause I didnt write I miss you.. God please help me to bless them^^
Happy New Year!!2010 year already start..I still didn’t do all the things I need to do. My 2009 year wishes still didn’t come true. 2009 year is a year I miss the most, cause I found many good stuff, I learnt a lot of things and met some people who change my life a lot.
8 days before 2010 year, I went Ipoh, at there I get happiness and sadness. I went there was for celebrate Christmas, find Janice, the people I never contact for long time and find Zhe Rou, my best friend before she go Australia.
8 days ago, I went Ipoh by bus. I start my journey at 9 o’clock. At first I thought I will go there with 3 of my friends, And I bought 4 tickets. But one of them cant attend suddenly. So I just ignore the ticket and put our bags on the seat. The bus conductor asked us: “Tempat ini siapa duduk?” And I answered: “ Saya beli tempat ini untuk letak beg.” Then he just shocked and walked away.
About 1.30pm I reached ipoh and I wait Zhe Rou to fetch me at McDonalds. I queued up and bought some burger cause both my friends feel hungry. Suddenly Zhe Rou phone me and tell me she already reached. Then we just took away those burgers. On the car, I introduce Nai Chong to Zhe Rou and Nai Chong seem excited and happy. After that we straight go to Jusco.
I waited Michelle at there more than one an hours and all my friends seem very boring and wanna go home. But I kept asked them to wait to see my angel. I asked Michelle to meet us at coffee bean. A few minutes later, Janice reached and she bought her friends too. One guy and one girl T.T It’s hurt when I know she’s ignoring me and keep talking with her friends. But after that, I just go back with Zhe Rou with a sad mood.
Zhe Rou’s house is really big but the point is her house are really clean and tidy, feel so good at there.(except the sofa in front the television on the second floor, cause Zhe Rou watched movie there and that place was untidy =p ) After that I received Michelle’s message that she cant celebrate Christmas with me already. I feel my heart like stepping by a group of elephants, this feel was not because of her, was because of Janice, cause if I cant celebrate with Michelle, that mean I cant celebrate with Janice too. But I actually can guess that when I saw Janice, cause Michelle’s plan seem not good. Sigh..
Khai Yik, Nai chong planed to watch movie and Zhe Rou already invited by her friends to watch movie. They invited me and at last I agree to follow them.
Before watch movie, we went a place to take our dinner. After we took our dinner, I met Tommy taking dinner with his parents. He smiled with me. After that we went Jusco and watch our movie.I watched the assassin and body guard’s movie. It’s nice but the place was very cool. Khai Yik passed his jacket to me and I feel touched =p After that I saw Zhe Rou came into our room and she said she and her friends went the wrong room. We watched the movie till midnight and we wished each other Merry Christmas in a dark place.After that we go home and take a good rest. I cant sleep a whole night, I keep turning left and right on the bed about one an hour just can sleep. Maybe I recall about the sad stuff. Luckily two of my best friends beside me and keep comfort me.
The next day, I woke up early in the morning and took a bath, I never woke up so early before. Sigh, I knew that I still sad. Then I just realize that Zhe Rou also didn’t sleep for the whole night, because of her friend texted her at about 2am. We went Kelly Castle and San Bao Cave. It was hard to find this two places. We took about 40 minute to find Kelly Castle and we cross the same place three times to find San Bao Cave. But at last we found it.We took some photo there. I enjoyed there and hardly try to forget the bad happened. I’m happy there, joined my best friends happily. After that we went Old Town Café and took our brunch there. Nai Chong used his menu to kacau Zhe Rou but Zhe Rou didn’t realize that. He was really brave.
After that we ready to go back to Perlis already. Zhe Rou fetched us to bus stop and accompany us waiting for the bus. After the bus opened the door, I accompany Zhe Rou back to her car and I made a embarrassed decision. Jeez!! But I really enjoy this trip although I cant celebrate Christmas with Janice, but two of my best friends fully enough to make me happy and forget about sadness. I hope I still have a chance to go again. Thanks to two of my best friends, Khai Yik and Zhe Rou , and I wont forget to thanks Nai Chong who accompany me go Ipoh although he sick. Best friends, I’ll miss you all and wont forget you all forever. And you two also cannot forget me easily, I will mad.
P.S. Zhe Rou’s parents look very young and her mom very pretty although didn’t make up. I want to call her mom elder sister but I scared her dad will beat me, Zhe Rou also know karate, later she jealous or she mind and chop me into two pieces =)
