Coach

I went Kedah Indoor Stadium to watch Marching Band Competition today.
I almost late cause I wanna wait my sister to cut her hair.
But this time, Sir Yong just calls me once to tell me I gonna late.
Normally, he will call me for few times and Sir Lai too.

I'm still in a very happy mood when I arrived the stadium.
But when I get inside the stadium, I saw them,
Sir Tang, Sir Lai, Sir Yong and the new staff Aaron.
They were wearing the Mulan's theme shirt that time
while I wore purple shirts, it mean the colour of Asma's supporter.
That time I feel that, I'm not important in the company anymore.
Sir Tang asked the new staff to sit beside him.
He seem to close and so care about the new staff.
That time I feel that I'm just a supporter,
and they are the real coaches.
I'm jealous, jealous with the new staff.

The show started.
I concentrated with the show but at the same time,
I can't control my mindto think about the new staff.
I'M REALLY JEALOUS WITH HIM!!!
I hope I'm him,who sits beside Sir Tang,
who stays with all the other coaches.
I can't be like him because I'm not a real coach.
I'm studying... Study the course I don't really like!!
I don't have the chance to learn with him.

Lastly, Asma won!!
I taught their percussion before.
Lol...It was BEFORE!!
Although their members still call me as their coach,
But now it's not related to me anymore.
They took a lot of photos after they won.
Usually coaches will ask me to take together.
But this time, no one asking me.
I smiling, but my heart bleeding.
So, I leaved earlier..

I love music and marching band
and everyone knows that..
Since I become a conductor,
my ambition is to be a Marching Band coach.
I thought I can achieve it last year.
But all of the sudden, my parents ask me to study.
I've no choice. So I chosen study business to help my dad.
I know it can earn a lot of money, but I don't really like it.
But if I be a coach,
how long time I need to give a good life to my parents
like what they gave me??

I never blame on them,
because I chose to study,I know knowledge is important.
But 2 years is too long for me.
I can learn and discover a lot of new things in two years.
Same to the new staff..
Although he never play percussion,
but if he work hard and practice hard.
He'll replace me in two years time or maybe lesser.
I just dont want to replace by him,
cause I love band and it's my ambition.
But I swear that, I'll not give up easily.
I'll keep challenge and improve to achieve my dream!
I hope, I'm not alone....
Gambateh~~~~~