I'm in love AGAIN

It keep in my heart for quite long time.
I need to vent it out or I'll die.LOL..

Can't deny that love is sweet.
I desire a sweet love.
I very envy my friends those are in relationship.
Khai yik is in love,
Jack, Owen and Cason
they all are in love.
But I've been single for 3 years,
and my 1st love was my previous love.
Because I don't want same like some of my friends,
they have conflict between each other,
they argue, they cry, they blame.
I don't want my love become like that.
I'm waiting for a girl which suit me.
Except my 1st love,
I just fell in love with one girl,
and fell in love with her at the first sight.
But,actually I knew we are impossible.
I unrequited love her for 3 years without doing anything.
Now,I think it's time for me to look for another one.

Recently because of my friend,
I know a girl that with a very nice smile.
I can never resist her smile,
and I can't stop looking at her.
WTH!! She's really beautiful!!!
Can I in a relationship with her??!!
Of course I know it's hard.
Someone asked me don't fall too deep for her,
cause she scares I'll disappointed.
LOL!!A good encouragement.
Although I know it's for my own good.
But it made me quite sad.
Sigh, are there any specialist in love?
I need some help.
Hmmm..Should I try my 1st step??
What should I do?
Who can help me?
I afraid of failure,
But fear of failure is the greatest obstacle success!
So I think I'll try
no matter it will success of fail.
At least I tried...
Maybe start with a very very small step.
I need your support!!!
Hey girl, please DON'T fall in love with other people please~